Well, wow, it’s been a while since I’ve written on here. I guess it’s because I’ve been *trying* to keep an actual (as opposed to a virtual) journal. That and the fact that I always have a hard time sharing thoughts and feelings publicly…
That said, big news–I’m engaged! After 6 years, Matthew finally proposed. :) And with a gorgeous ring, I might add. I absolutely love it. Sometimes when I’m looking at it, I still can’t believe it. The best part was where he proposed–at the cabin in Ocean Shores. We go there every time I fly up to see him–it’s where we go to spend real quality time together and alone. :)
I saw some friends today and I told them how scary the whole thing was. I probably should have clarified… being engaged isn’t scary. I’m happy. Matt’s my best friend, and we’ve been through a lot but we’ve managed to get through it all! I guess the part that scares me is that my life is going to change so drastically in the next year… For me, marriage isn’t just a wedding and an exchange of vows… it’s moving out of state, leaving my comfort zone behind, etc… and that’s all just madness, I tell you. MADNESS.
On the other hand, a lot can happen between now and then, so I’m trying really hard not to panic and freak out.
Work has been good–very hectic, but good. Back in school for the fall, again. Back to not having a life. Haha, that part I’m not so thrilled about. I do have a good feeling about this semester, though. I’m trying not to jinx it by not talking about it too much, but I think everything is going to be a-ok.
Um… I’ve also been trying to dress more presentable at work. It’s not easy. I’m not really a “glamour girl” and don’t really like to spend a lot of time putting on makeup or doing my hair in the mornings. However, I know it’s something I need to train myself how to do… I ordered some really cool eyeshadows today (I spent less than $10!) and I look forward to getting them in the mail.
Other than that, same old same old. Still living in Tarzana. Matt’s still living in Washington… He’s actually in Italy with his family right now. I hope he’s having a blast!
And me–I’m looking forward to a crazy semester and to a Vegas trip with my girlfriends in October. 
This time, I’m buying my booze here and bringing it with me. Booze in Vegas is pricey–just trying to get prepared. What will I bring? Some Vodka and some Sambuca!! Vodka to share and Sambuca because it aaaalways hits the spot. 
Well, that’s all for now.
Happy Sunday!
